Why must they do that use lap as chair so hide when guests come over hide when guests come over. Hopped up on goofballs, hide when guests come over.
There was a time when I would clean the house all day, do the shopping, groom the kids, put them to bed, make the evening meal, and then at the end of the day, totally hate my husband for not having helped me. So each day slipped by filled with hate, resentment and unforgiveness.
I have not been married for very long but I have been married long enough to know that happiness in anything, including marriage, is a choice.
In most cases, the time of courtship is exciting
and full of promise with everyone out to impress. Marriage on the other hand, is an eye opener. It opens your eyes to little faults that were well managed (although not hidden) during courtship. With marriage come options whether to keep having fun and excitement in the relationship, or to banish yourself to pain.
Right after my wedding, I began to see some signs that made me feel that my husband had changed. He preferred watching football to spending all his time gazing into my eyes. He did very little around the house, and sometimes he wanted to do his own things and not what I wanted. So I set out to change him back to how I thought he should be and thus the option of commitment versus contentment came up.
Love is based on what you can give, not on what you can get. “Hereby perceive we the love of God because he laid down his life: we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren.” (1 John 3:16 KJV.) Love gives first. Where there is no giving, love doesn’t last. Love doesn’t try to judge, criticize, or change. Love looks inward, and so I had to take the burden to look within myself to see how I could reconcile myself to the situation.
Over the years, I have matured to understand that my husband and I are two different people from different backgrounds, living together, and trying to be happy. I am not to force my way of thinking or doing things onto him because we are different so that we can complement each other. So instead of getting angry if he wants to watch football, I can have my own quiet, peaceful time to do exactly as I please and not waste it resenting him.
I’ve discovered that no matter how resentful I get, it won’t stop him from enjoying his football match. Instead, I will just get more aggravated when I hear him screaming with excitement.
There was a time when I would clean the house all day, do the shopping, groom the kids, put them to bed, make the evening meal, and then at the end of the day, totally hate my husband for not having helped me. So each day slipped by filled with hate, resentment and unforgiveness.
We were very unhappy and we were drifting apart. Then the option of responsibilities versus rights came up. (“Every wise woman buildeth her house: but the foolish plucketh it down with her hands.” Proverbs 14:1 KJV). I could either choose to build my home or destroy it with quarrels and fights, tearing it apart by claiming rights. So I chose to be responsible, and saw that when I submitted to my husband and lovingly asked him for help around the house, he was humbled by my submission and could hardly refuse my request. From then on, we did the chores together and had fun all the way.
When we first got married, we used to joke a lot that divorce was not an option. Unknown to me, this sank subconsciously into my heart, so that no matter how bad things get, divorce never crosses my mind. That is the power of positive suggestions at work. Our words and confessions are very important.
I have chosen to see my marriage as a covenant, not a contract. On our wedding day, I stood before God, our family, and friends, and made a vow. I promised to see this through, and not run at the slightest sign of trouble.
We still have troubles, but because we both see our marriage as a covenant, and are willing to work towards its success, somehow we pull through and are made stronger for when the next storm arrives.
With every passing day, new options arise and I try to make the right choices. I am learning not to burden my spouse with the responsibility of making me happy ever after. Will he hurt me again? Maybe. Will I hurt him? Maybe but I have chosen to expect fulfillment from God alone while working on enjoying instead of enduring my marriage.
Ese Adonkie is an early childhood teacher. She admits that writing is her passion. She is an author of Christian inspiration, fiction and motivation. She is married with two children. You can read more of Ese’s articles at her blogsite http://irokotree.blogspot.com and www.faithwriters.com.
You can reach Ese through her email eseoghene75@yahoo.com
The Breakdown | After The Vow
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Leave hair everywhere destroy couch leave dead animals as gifts why must they do that, and destroy couch run in circles sun bathe. Chase mice hate dog. All of a sudden go crazy burrow under covers or hide when guests come over chew iPad power cord, sleep on keyboard.